The show cause notice was issued on 11.5.2009/4.4.2008. Rule 19 of the Bihar C.C.A. Rules, 2005 imposes a statutory duty on the respondents to pass an order recording findings on imputation of misconduct. The Rule therefore makes it explicit that the final order must contain reasons. Reasons have been held to be the very heart and soul of an order giving an insight into the mind of the maker that the defence of the delinquent had been considered. If the defence was not acceptable, the delinquent before he is to be visited with punishment has a right, inherent in the concept of natural justice, to know why his defence it was not accepted. He has a right to know why he has lost. It is not the ipsi dixit of the disciplinary authority but the regulation controlling his powers which requires him to give reasons. An order without reasons is arbitrary. It also hinders judicial review. A non speaking order cannot be explained in a counter affidavit. Even if this Court were to permit the same in the present case, the counter affidavit is of no help as it does not discuss why the defence given by the